Miyerkules, Disyembre 31, 2014

Goodbye 2014... Hello 2015

Isang taon na naman ang lumipas... at unti unti na namang nagsisimula ang pag-ingay ng paligid na para bang ingay na masayang tumataboy sa pagyao ng taon... ngunit pagdiriwang din naman ng bagong simula...

OO... isa na naman itong 'New Year message' na madalas makita tuwing Dec 31 o Jan 1... kaya kaunting paumanhin lang sa pagmumuni-muni ng frustrated creative writer na ito... (hehehe)

Nais ko lang magbigay ng mensahe habang paparating ang taong 2015...dahil sa mga natutunan kong makapagpabagong buhay sa taong unti-unti ng lilipas... 

Nitong nakaraang linggo lang ay narinig ko sa aking kapitbahay na isang ministro ang 'God does not make mistakes'... magandang mensahe... pero para umakma sa lahat... gawin na lang nating...

'Life does not make mistakes'

Kahit ano pang isipin mo pag ikaw ay tila pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa at sa lahat na lang yata ng aspeto ng buhay mo ay tila di ka yata natilamsikan lang ng swerte... 'Life does not make mistakes'

Kung naiisip mo na parang lahat na lang ng desisyon mo ay mali... 'Life does not make mistakes'

Kung naiisip mo na sana... umm... quoting the lyrics of a love song... 'Wish I had a time machine, I could make myself go back until the day I was born...' well... 'Life does not make mistakes'!

Naramdaman ko na lahat ng nabanggit ko na yan... ngunit ngayong taong ito... napatunayan ko na lahat pala ng pangyayaring kamalasan sa buhay ko... lahat pala ng mali... ay kailangang kailangang mangyari para sa wakas ay matuklasan ko... 

Ang swerte na magtatama sa buhay ko...

Napatunayan na walang basehan ang naramdaman kong galit, selos, takot, kawalan ng tiwala sa sarili, paranoia... at higit sa lahat... inggit...

Hindi mabuti ang inggit... nagdudulot ito ng pagbubukas ng isip at damdamin sa iba pang negatibo at MAPANIRANG emosyon. Nitong mga nakaraang taon ay nakadama din ako ng matinding inggit sa maraming bagay... na naging sanhi ng kawalan ko ng tamang focus sa aking trabaho... At a few years back pa... ako ang kinainggitan and believe me... you don't want to be in the receiving end of it... dahil masisira ang kredibilidad at pagkatao mo...

Kaya huwag na tayong makaramdam nito sa mga susunod na taon... dahil hindi natin dapat ikumpara ang buhay natin sa iba dahil iba-iba ang buhay na nakalan sa atin at dahil nga...

'Life does not make mistakes'

Dapat makuntento at gamitin ang kung anong meron tayo, wag ng mangarap ng napakataas... ayon nga sa text ng kasama ko sa trabaho... 'Life consists not in holding good cards, but in playing those you hold well...'

Gawin sana nating positibo ang susunod na taon... at mabubuhay ako ayon sa mga kakasulat ko lang... maging masaya at masagana tayong lahat pero bago ang lahat ng yan..


Huwebes, Agosto 28, 2014

Rain

RAIN
(click for the PDF file)

This is a 're-issue' of a story I wrote back in 2002. I mentioned the year to avoid confusion and association with people I knew afterwards. 

I wanted to preserve the story in the blog because the paper where the story was printed almost twelve years ago are starting to fade. So, I retyped and in the course of it, did some editing (adding, removing and paraphrasing).


A bit of synopsis:
Kazuki Mine was an outstanding student who went to university in Tokyo to be a success... until personal tragedy befell him and his life changed. Who would change him back to what he was...?

There... that's enough. You can click the link above for the PDF file which you can download =)

Sabado, Agosto 16, 2014

Turning Point: Real or Imagined?

For sure, there had been times in our lives that seem to be that start of something new... a change of some sort...

That may be a REAL turning point or you just felt that something had changed... In short, it may be real or just in your state of mind... 

(*I'm sorry for this unorganized train of thought but I'm just typing these on a whim just not to forget and waste them if I went and organized them first hehehe...)

As for me, I think that a combination of a real and imagined turning-point happened recently... as in just over a week ago... August 8, 2014.

I was on leave from work because I had to process the steps to get my driver's license when I met this cute and friendly girl and started to talk for a very long time about this thing and that... so naturally, as if we're already old friends... and we really hit it. And as that long day progressed I did what I honestly, even at my embarrassingly advanced age for these things (31), have not done before... ask for the girl's number! (and now you're thinking I'm a dork haha)

It's because I did think we'll... how would I say it?... Take off...

So, after consulting my best buddy from college about what to do (by cellphone), I sent a text message to her that night... but just after a few messages she didn't respond anymore (I honestly don't know why)... And that would have disappointing for me, right?

But it wasn't hehehe...

Well, I just treated that thing in a positive light... I didn't mind the negative side (the girl not responding), but the positive one... the gradual return of my confidence...

You see, a month before - early July - after numerous attempts, I finally told everything to this girl at work I really, really liked and been hoping for since last year... (see this blog's entry #2). And she said no... I might have told her it's okay afterwards, but hey of course it's not hehehe... And I was feeling so down but not showing it of course and also, things are not doing well in general this year for me... 

But after 08-08-14, I suddenly treated things more positively, and may I be imagining this or not, things are gradually doing better...

It seems as the incident we're talking about here so far was the kick I needed to go back to the game.

Also... again, on that date, also during the 'driving license day', I also got to talk to another license applicant (a dude this time), who I learned, is a young teacher teaching at my old high school. I suddenly reminisced as I asked him if some of the teachers I knew were still there... and there are still, according to him. I also, since he's a new teacher there, gave him some descriptions of the campus when I was studying there (1995-1999), as the campus had physically changed a LOT. He, in turn, gave me information about the new things there.

Suddenly, I wanted to visit... and maybe I'll be searching their website for any occasion there that I might get involved with... 

And why I am so suddenly psyched about visiting my old high school? Maybe... again, I'm feeling this positive vibe... as if something good will happen if I did...

So... whether that turning point date I'm talking about... 08/08/14 is a real turning point or just in my head... the real point here is to stay positive... and if you're feeling so down, try to find that instance, person, place or whatever to get you back out there...

And it would all flow...


Martes, Hunyo 10, 2014

Boracay: A Plea For The Island Of My Roots

Boracay Island




The place had been advertised enough and does not really need a lot of introduction if you ask me. But anyway, it’s been described as having the second best beach in the world (White Beach that is), a backpacker’s haven and a heaven for water sports aficionados. It also boasts of having a really great night life, and for those who prefer the quiet there are establishments up in the hills of the island and some isolated resorts where you can experience what the island was before the ‘advertisement boom’.

But anyway, I do not want to repeat what is already in a lot of websites, brochures, invitations and all kinds of media. Also, I myself had been in the island already during these years: 1989, 1990, 1991, 1997, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2008, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013 and of course 2014 (June 3-7).

So… seeing from how frequent I had been there you may now think what some acquaintances of mine had misconstrued over the years… Ang yaman mo naman pare!! This is because of the island’s reputation for having expensive travel fares (to and fro) and of course, accommodation. So it is safe to assume that our family has ‘what it takes’ to travel so frequently to the island. But it’s not the case. We never had to pay for accommodations… only the travel fares which sometimes we avail through ‘promos’ anyway. Because you see… whenever we go there it is not to just experience this really great island… it’s to go home to our province from time to time…

Yes, you read it right. Province. My mother’s family, the Sacapanos, had lived in the island for generations. It all started when my great-great-great-grandfather Angel Sacapano and his wife Vicentica Coching (and maybe some relatives and their already born children) migrated from Ibajay, Aklan in the island of Panay in the 1850s or 60s. Maybe they were searching for new lands to farm, but we can’t be so sure but the sure thing is that they were awed as their boats approached the then lush palm tree forests and of course, the pure white (then) sands… (Also, since they came from Aklan, it maybe not White Beach that they first saw but Bulabog Beach, in the other side). Then, landing on the island they surely saw such an opportunity in the island and of course, transfixed by the beauty when they already saw the White Beach. Then, the island was sparsely inhabited by the native Atis (related to the Aetas) and some other families already living there. And thus, they settled.

        Generations followed and more people from Aklan came, forming some sort of alliance within the families, effective enough that inter-marriages followed, blooming into the Boracay natives (aside from the Atis – which we still are probably related) we know today. And for more than a hundred years they lived almost in isolation except for the relatives they have in Aklan. Although, after World War II, my grandfather, Ernesto Sacapano, Sr. went to work as crew of a fishing boat and came to Isla Verde (island again hehehe) in Batangas as a result and met my grandmother. Anyway, those in Boracay had the island for themselves for a long time and started legally (with paperwork) owning parcels of land in the ‘lowlands’ near the beaches and in the ‘highlands’ well… up the hills. They had also began to be established enough to be the leaders of the island.

However, in the early 70s, some Europeans (probably Germans as my elder relatives said), saw the island… and loved it too much that they advertised it on the way home and for the next two decades, many foreigners (mainly Western during this time) starting coming in droves… and even settling there (I have three Swiss aunts that I know – wives of three of my mother’s cousins). Still, it was not enough to destroy the tranquillity of the island. When I first came there in 1989 (I was six), I can still remember it as an island paradise with a lot of open spaces along with lots of trees along White Beach. There was also no electricity back then and everything was as rustic as you can imagine. Resorts were made of cottages of native materials and there was only one disco at that time. The name was Basura as I can remember. But anyway, even though my first visit in Boracay was fun as a kid, I had the misfortune of breaking my right arm in an accident. And so I had the experience of being treated in the native way by a grandfather which thankfully was effective… as there were no doctors in the island at that time!

More visits followed and as time passed, I saw how the island transformed. It may have increased in fame and prestige… but the peace and tranquillity it once had is already slowly disappearing. Seeing it from the plane in my most recent visit, I saw large tracts of brown soil amongst the green, meaning that many trees had been felled again. And in the hills, a prestige hotel was built on a chunk of land that was quarried. The white sands that made the island so famous is slowly turning… well, dirty white. Let there not be a time when the natural balance of the island be completely ignored for the sake of progress.







Thankfully, there are still places in Boracay that reminds us what the island used to be. For the first time in my many visits there I came to the southernmost part of the White Beach. It was so quiet, and it was already almost midday by then. I also had been to the highest point of the island (Luho) and the view of the whole island and the surrounding sea is spectacular… except for the tracts of land being quarried that is… That is why whenever I come to the island, it’s not to be part of the thrill of going through what many young (and not so young) people normally go to the island for. I often walk alone to the isolated spots thankfully still untouched.





“Progress is good, son… but I fear of what would happen to this island… the natural balance here in the island is slowly diminishing… and I predict that in the coming decades… the island would become too cluttered”, says a minor character from a novel I wrote. A character based on a grandfather (still) living in Boracay. That scene in the story was set in 1996… but yes, what he said had happened.

So… let’s preserve what could still be preserved there… before it’s too late…





Lunes, Hunyo 9, 2014

Among The Sands

As the sea scented breeze touches my face
Whilst I walk amongst the powdery sands lightly touching my feet
I think of how the wind caresses me
Like how I would dream of your hair of dark velvet lightly touching my face
And its heavenly fragrance lifting me

As the moon and stars rise above the waters
And I gaze towards them twinkling like the lights dancing amongst the trees
I remember looking into your eyes
That shines like the heavens above lifting me up from where I stand
Yet my adoring gaze reflects on them

And yet as I think about you
Even whilst I am far away in my ancestors' paradise
I pray that the breeze not turn into a tempest
That would crush my fragile heart once again
And the moon and stars falling down towards me

But still I dream
That even if I am but a grain of sand amongst the shore
Much like this that I walk dreamily amongst
I wish you are here walking with your calming and soothing beauty and kindness
Hand in hand with me



Miyerkules, Abril 30, 2014

Waiting Shed

Pag naghihintay ka ba ng sasakyan, mapili ka? Yung tipong kahit late ka na, pinipili mo pa rin kung saang bus, jeep, taxi, motorsiklo, bisikleta, tricycle, pedi-cab… umm… kuliglig, kariton, at… o sige tama na hehehe…

Okay balik sa seryoso… ako kasi madalas namimili talaga kung saang bus sasakay kahit alam kong ubod ng traffic at siguradong male-late na ako sa aking destinasyon… Pagkatapos marahil ay maitatanong niyo kung ano pa ba ang karapatan kong maging mapili sa kung saan ako sasakay e heto ngang baka mapagiwanan na ako sa pupuntahan ko? Hindi rin naman ako napakaimportanteng tao na kailangan pang sumakay sa nakapaganda at mamahaling sasakyan para lang makarating sa aking pupuntahan… Atsaka… ano pa ba ang hinihintay ko?

Hindi naman talaga yung mga bus o jeep o kung ano pa na maganda ang itsura yung hinihintay ko palagi… Palaging yung alam ko na pagsakay ko e magiging komportable ako sa loob at sa tatahakin ko ay hindi ako basta-basta maaaksidente o kung ano pa mang hindi magandang pangyayari… Kumbaga tinitignan ko rin yung marami pang bakanteng upuan para maginhawa… komportable at masaya…

Ayos lang naman maghintay-hintay ng paparating na sasakyan… huwag lang masyadong matagal at baka talagang wala na akong maabutan hehehe…

Sabi nga, “good things come from those who wait”… not too long though…


P.S. Kung hindi niyo pa nakuha, hindi tungkol sa pagco-commute ang sulatin na ito.

Huwebes, Abril 10, 2014

Change Part 1 – Reviving the Metro

Almost every day it is a long arduous journey through dirty, congested and polluted roads throughout Metro Manila. That is what common commuters of my age had to endure for as long as we can remember. Every summer there is the heat of the sun and the congestion of traffic that heats up every part of your body including your head (and so your temper goes…). Come rainy season and you had to pass through ‘water worlds’ and I did have an experience where I had to jump from stone to stone and keep myself balanced a la Indiana Jones while a ‘white-water torrent’ flows beneath me (excuse the exaggeration). There is also the dirt and the stink, especially in the older and more crowded sections of the Metro. And last but certainly not the least, the lack of discipline of the pedestrians and the people controlling the vehicles crowding the already congested avenues.

It is becoming a hassle to commute not only in Metro Manila but in the other urbanized parts of the country as well. But it wasn’t always thus… Forms of media had already portrayed pictures, paintings and engravings and the like of what our Metro looked like merely a few decades ago. And from what they show, and comparing them to present pictures you would ask… what happened?

Clearly, it was the result of mismanagement, seeing how our closest neighbour countries had fared with regards to transportation among a lot of other things. However, I would not be discussing those problems here (in another article maybe). Instead I would speak about what had been and can be done.

For decades now, remedies had been made to ease the burden of travellers and commuters in our Metro, the most recent of those being the construction of the Metro Manila Skyway which began in 1995. This is still ongoing, as the third stage of its construction began just this February 17, 2014. The venture strived to ease the flow of traffic in our metropolitan area, but this alone would not be enough to really improve the state of our transportation systems.

Even with the improvements of the past decades, like the Skyway and the rail transits (LRT I, II and MRT), there are still changes needed for us to measure up to our neighbours when it comes to transportation and urban organization and beautification. And the answer doesn’t entirely lie in projects and renovations (that are sometimes making things worse… more on that later…) but we, the people ourselves.

I transferred to a government agency almost a year ago and my office is now located in the heart of Manila proper. Before that I worked in a private BPO company in Makati’s Ayala business district for six years and the comparison between the old and new workplace couldn’t be more profound. Now, especially in the rush hours I had to elbow my way amongst the multitude of people who are lost and confused as to when and where they really should cross the street and where to go. To add to this, sometimes the traffic lights are not functioning and when they are, they are not being followed by motorists but instead, the traffic aides who don’t seem to know how to calculate the right intervals on when which side should stop or go. And, as a personal experience, some drivers would stop at a corner even when the light says ‘go’ to pick up passengers and since others would follow, a traffic jam would surely ensue.

So picture this… on a typical crossroads in downtown Manila (near where I now work), people would see the ‘go’ sign for pedestrians light up so they will cross the street. Then, a traffic aide would make one side go but would be stopped by the throng of pedestrians crossing. Once the pedestrians are gone, the vehicles would rush to beat the red light. The traffic aide would let all of them pass, not knowing that the light had turned red and it’s the other side’s turn to go. Those who saw the green light would now be met by the vehicles that rushed to beat the red light. And so on and so forth, resulting in a domino effect that leads to loud honking and cursing and running (in the case of the pedestrians) and the pollution just makes it worse. And then traffic would be worsened by the many untimely road renovations. Chaos. I was able to picture this because I had experienced these personally.

Like I’ve said, I used to work in the Ayala business district and have compared my past and present work environs. And so I ask… why can’t most of Metro Manila do what was done in Ayala and BGC (Bonifacio Global City in Taguig)? The buses have assigned loading and unloading areas and in Ayala, there are clean subterranean walkways to ease the flow of people traffic in the avenues and everything is clean and organized. This is the same as our Southeast Asian neighbours. I had personally been in Hong Kong and had heard enough about Singapore. We could see how organized and clean everything is. And enough media had been broadcasted to see that this is the same with our other Southeast and East Asian neighbours.

So what do we need? Of course, there’s discipline. We really need to develop that in order to not let the costly projects made to relieve our discomforts go to waste. Once the Stage 3 of the Manila Skyway is completed on 2016 (if the schedule was followed), there would be a noticeable change in the volume of vehicles passing through the main thoroughfares, especially EDSA. If there is no discipline and proper planning though, eventually, everything would go back to disorganization. So, as soon as the Stage 3 was opened, the same plans that made Ayala and BGC so organized should be implemented throughout Metro Manila at once, before everything reverts back to square one. This means that since its only two years from now, said planning must begin as soon as possible this year. And then, all forms of media should be properly utilized to communicate these said plans and programs to the people.

Then, after a certain period of time and all is well and organized when it comes to traffic and pedestrian flow, that’s when the restoration of the city to its former beauty can begin. It would be now easier, since the people are more organized, to clean and beautify, especially the old districts of Manila which old pictures make us reminisce and want to change everything. Of course, not only the land but also the waters should be restored to cleanliness… like the Pasig, Marikina and San Juan rivers and all the creeks. And then… the air… There had been bills and proposals before that had advocated the use of biofuels for our transportation means. And recently, there had been ‘test drives’ of electronic vehicles. Why not REALLY use them in the near future? It may be true that I would, in the very near future, be owning an automobile, but if there is a way to modify it to contribute to the decrease of pollution, then I would avail it.

If I only have the power to do all of what I just wrote, I would ‘walk the talk’, but I don’t have the power. However, there are people who DO have. And like I said, the action must really come from us, the people, ourselves. We may be presented with these new plans and projects, but without the proper state of mind that would tell us to innovate and contribute to the improvement of our country, it would all go to waste.

Of course, the steps I envisioned would take years or decades even, but like a lot of things in this world, we all need patience. And in the course of things, our country would finally reclaim its position as one of Asia’s foremost countries. And yet, obviously, these aren’t the only things we need to change.

So obviously there’s more to come…


April 11, 2014

Miyerkules, Abril 9, 2014

From the Lemon of Your Eye

Why the title for this entry? Well... it would be explained as I go on, but anyway... this is really about something that I have been feeling for quite a while now... almost a year of this, something I've felt... so deeply yet often doesn't show... 

But you already know... I've told you... or rather, tried to tell you properly but I just can't make from the responses you give me... kung paano ko talaga ipagpapatuloy... Hindi talaga ako marunong pagdating sa mga ganitong bagay... something a young man of my age should already know very well...

But going back... It would have been great... pero sa simula pa lang... maling mali na e...

Sana hindi muna tayo tinukso nung pagpasok ko pa lang sa agency natin almost a year ago (how time flies)... hindi sana tayo ginawang 'showbiz'. Kasi kahit naman hindi nila gawin yun, magkakagusto't magkakagusto naman ako sayo e, kung yun ang talagang gusto nilang mangyari... Kasi sabi ko nga sayo one time - maganda, mabait at matalino ka... tapos sigurado nagkakasama lagi tayo sa mga trainings, seminars, etc.

But yun nga e... due to the 'love team' like exposure that we had... in the end nasira na yung mga plano kong gawin tungkol dito... dahil nga nagkailangan na... or at least that's what I think (mali ba?)...

It would have been like this...

Gaya ng sabi ko, sana hindi tayo tinukso, not during the time na nag-start ako sa agency... or ever. Nai-imagine ko kasi... since magka-age group naman tayo (kahit mas gurang ako sa inyo hehehe), at work we'll always be in the same group, committee or if not, just the same project and there would always be some sort of communication between us... and outside work, syempre sa mga lakad, gimik... and nagkasama nga naman tayo in two... sa Enchanted tsaka Star City di ba? And also, since we came from the same area and during a time madalas nga tayong magkasabay umuwi, we could have become closer kung walang kasamang ilangan... as friends.

In short, we could have been close during those times... without malice. Because I do have a number of girlfriends (literal!) who are really just close friends. At kita mo naman sa office na ka-close ko si 'ate' na kasama ko sa division... again, walang malisya. Kaya... kung naiba lang dati... kung hindi 'showbiz', e di sana kasing-close kita tulad ni 'ate' at nagdevelop ng husto friendship natin. And then... once na nagkagusto na nga ako sa iyo... after quite a while... months perhaps… at nagtapat na ako sa iyo... e di mas maganda. I mean... of course you might reject my feelings because you'll say that you don't want to destroy the friendship... and yes, I'll be hurt... for a while… but then I'll choose to let go and keep the friendship. And since may kasunduang ganun… hindi sana tayo nagkakailangan sa office ngayon… Okay lang sana…

Pero dahil nga sa ‘pressure’ and, adding to it, nagkagusto na nga talaga ako sayo… I acted rashly sa mga diskarte ko… dahil… ayokong maunahan… Maraming nagkakagusto ko sayo… yung iba nga baka hindi mo pa alam hehehe… me matukso lang sayong iba sumasama loob ko kahit wala naman akong karapatan… e gustong gusto nga kasi kita pero sa pagmamadaling dumiskarte nagkanda mali-mali na ako…

Nung team building nung July last year, sana imbis na nakipag-inuman ako sa mga tito at kuya natin nag-usap na lang tayo… ng maayos… pinaintindi ko sa iyo lahat-lahat… Although, memorable pa rin sakin yung mga araw na iyon dahil… (sigh) dun sa pag-demo natin ng ‘card game’ na baraha lang yung naghihiwalay sa mga labi natin… isipin mo na lang kung ano naramdaman ko noon…

Tapos nung occasion ng office natin sa Century Park Hotel nung October 24… umuwi kagad ako dahil biglang sumama pakiramdam ko… enough said…

Tapos… yung pauwi tayo nung gabi na galing sa Star City nung early December… tapos magkatabi tayo sa bus… chance ko na sana yon… kaso almost the whole trip it’s either nakikipag-text ka… or tulog ka… kaya nag-try na lang akong mag-open up ng conversation tungkol sa feelings ko sa iyo… nung malapit na akong bumaba. Tapos ngayon sising-sisi ako dahil naiisip kong baka kaya nakikipag-text at natutulog ay dahil hinihintay mo ako.

Tapos nung Christmas Party… nung games tsaka nung nag-acapella duet tayo… (sigh…) And nung kinanta ko yung bagong song ko… na obviously naman para sa yo…

At ito… and I swear this is true… nung December 23… dahil malapit na birthday mo nun (pati Pasko hehehe)… me binalak ako… Naka-leave ako nun, pero binalak kong kuntsabahin ang kahit sino sa mga kaibigan natin para mag-lunch out kayo at kitain ko kayo dun sa napili niyong lugar… na me dalang bouquet… Pero nung palapit na yung araw pinanghinaan ako… kasi hindi ko alam kung anung magiging reaction mo… Madami na ako masyadong pagkakamali, sa mga hirit ko… sa mga kilos ko… kaya hindi ko na talaga alam…

Lately… sa tuwing nagkakasalubong tayo ramdam na ramdam ko yung ilang… kumbaga… kung ikaw man ang ‘apple of the eye’ ko… ako naman ang lemon of the eye mo… dahil pag nakikita mo ako parang pinapatakan ka ng kalamansi sa mata! Hahahahahahaha!!!!

Haaay…

Mahal kita… yun na lang… bahala ka na… kung wala na talaga…? Or wala na nga ba…? If ganun na nga… I should start moving on, shouldn’t I?

The answer is really obvious as it is... pero talagang…

Kaya sa susunod na me magustuhan ulit ako... halos wala munang makakaalam...

Linggo, Marso 2, 2014

Greetings!! Introducing BANDED

Greetings all!

My name ... is kind of a long one hehehe ... but to shorten it, you can just refer to me as Kris. It's true that I have other nicknames in some circles of friends ... but for this blog's sake you can use that =)

Anyway, I posted this blog to express my thoughts that I can not say in front of you, because I've never been the good serious communicator that most would expect from young men of my age and status. Most of the posts here would be serious but of course my fun side would manifest from time to time (although I would just post those in the social networks).

And so ... before I write some serious articles, here are some of my previous works first. There are light novels I wrote in the past two years and here are links to them.  They are partly based on my high school life (and a bit glorified I admit) and I posted it in my former blog but here they are:



BANDED - Live The Dream
(Click the title for the PDF File)


This is about five teenagers from Manila in 1994 with virtually nothing in common except for their love for music. This covers the story of the band and its formation and eventually, their first performance in high school.

This was finished on June 2012 and the story is set from June to August 1994.


BANDED 2 - Junior Jam
(Click the title for the PDF File)



This continues the story as the band becomes famous outside the school with their friends and at the same time balancing fame and their duties as third year high school students. Romance started to bloom as well, particularly with the main characters Kristian (Kris) and Kimiko (Kim) ... although there would be broken hearts as well.

This was finished on October 2012 and the story is set from August 1994 to May 1995.



(Click the title for the PDF File)



And the story moves even more to their senior year in high school. The friends experience new challenges ... among other things (wink). And little by little, they mature to face the next stage of their lives ... college.

This was finished on May 2013 and the story is set from June 1995 to May 1996.



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An excerpt from the yearbook released by our fictional high school featuring the main characters hehehe ...


Anyway, that's it for now ... See you again =)